Tree With Monorail
Finally set up monorail around tree today! Our Disney village I'd complete (for this year anyway! )
Finally set up monorail around tree today! Our Disney village I'd complete (for this year anyway! )
Tonight we finally got the tree decorated! Looks pretty darn good if I do say so myself. :)
This is the first year with the led lights. Man are they bright and vivid! Also the first year the tree is in the dinning room area. Much more room and space instead of smooshed in next to the couch.
I think its awfully pretty though and a decent photo for a cell phone too!
Not a sight I normally see. The Element on the flatbed of the tow truck this afternoon. 26 miles outside of Tampa. Its home in the parking lot now until we can come up with an idea of what to do next. "Depressed" doesn't even cover what I'm feeling right now. "Hopeless" might be more like it.
Stranded on the side of l-4. With about $10 to our name for the week. Fucking awesome. Waiting on AAA.
Another night another bout of insomnia. I am laying in bed typing this on my phone unable to sleep. Ever since surgery I can't fall asleep. I lay here and my mind just spins and spins. I never used to have this problem; sleep has always been a friend to me. I would lay down and easily drift off. Now its all changed and its frustrating.
I am so worried about everything these days. Things like bills and money literally keep me up at night. I am sick to my stomach thinking about where its going to come from and how I am going to manage to pull it off. Like forget gas or food or bills due before next payday how about having three doctor appointments between then and now at a bare minimum of $75 in copays. (3 × $25) There is only $100 in my account. And that's only the minimum. Everyone is gong to want more to put towards past due balances. And I just don't have it. So I lay here and worry worry worry and sleep eludes me.
I'm so overwhelmed right now and insomnia isn't helping. So another night another brain that wont shut down and miserable churning in my stomach. But no soft, easy release into sleep despite my desperate wish for it.
I'm tired. I'm scared. I'm worried. I'm stressed. I'm sick to my stomach and it gets harder each day rather than easier. Physically I may be healing but mentally I feel like I'm falling apart.
Love just called. His mom is out if surgery. Went just fine. She will be in recovery another hour or so but she's good. Hooray!
So remember last Saturday when we were out and got a flat and had to spend an hour and a half sitting in Walmart waiting for them to fix it? Well we we were out again today and as we come out of the pet food store we notice the SAME tire is flat.
We were right near Walmart again so we go in to find out what's going on. Turns out they replaced the wrong tire last week. Yeah. So he says well this worked out in your favor since I can't take the other one back now so you get a free tire.
So we just got done killing another 45 minutes in Walmart but got a free tire out of it. LOL Crazy right?
